With a bit of help and support from Heidi, I have decided to begin a little journey on a path to creating a happier, healthier more successful me.

After a little “discussion” with Heidi, I have realised that I do tend to play the role of a “victim” many many more times than I would like to admit so one of my first areas of focus is to try to change this and become accountable for my actions and to stop making excuses - yep – I do like my excuses for why I haven’t got the ideal job, or why I am not as fit as I would like to be ,or why I don’t spend as much time with my children as I want to…and I hadn’t really realised how much untill now.  Anyway…for the last two days I have had to be aware of any time I made an excuses or blamed others or those around me for my failings/lack of action to do things.. If I made such a  statement – I was told I had to put $2 each time into a jar.  When I first began I was a bit worried as I thought I would be poor very quickly, however I am happy to say – that the jar is still empty and I am feeling pretty positive. 

I tend to shy away from changes in my life, but at the moment I want to make lots of changes and become happier. I am still not sure of where exactly I want to be or what my goals are but at least I am making a start…I am a bit worried at this stage  that my new “positivity” will fade and I will retreat back into my old ways however hopefully this time it is different – this time I do have someone helping and encouraging me – so thats why i say…Bring it on…what have i got to lose!!